Please don't click the buildings as it will fall if You click it..Be nice,hehe..^^
And I'm just so disappointed with Adine..Well,that's this Girl's name..
I'm sure none of You are dumb enough not to notice,this Girl's photo is the same as below..
Well,I'm just really really sad that,She's not like what I foresee,so it's true that You'll never ever going to have a BoyFriend/GirlFriends if You keep foreseeing an imaginary BF/GF(Sorry G singkat) It's just..It's just..Oh,I feel like crying..So EMO now..I've never had this feeling,well actually once wif Annora..But this is even worse..Oh man..I'm stressed out,feel like killing Myself..God,I understand that it's not My Time now to have a Girlfriend,I'll just have to wait until You give Me one..But,I just want to know how it feels to have Your Loved Ones..
This feeling hurts so bad,I've never been hurt this bad..I'm feeling dizzy,don't know what to do,I can't stay focus on helping My Father in Office anymore,even My Medicine,Maximum Tune & Initial D can't heal this pain,I'm frustrated..So this is how it feels,I've never know,why,why,tell Me WHY!!!
I just slept all day yesterday from 6 until 4 o'clock in the evening,I just don't want to do anything,I'm crying in the bed,all alone listening to Yui's songs,yes,I'm serious,it feels good really sometimes to let go all of Your feelings once in awhile,I'm sure non of You who read My Blog won't be interested and won't even care,since it's a personal,it's ok.Blog is meant to express personal feelings to Me..Only My Older Brother understands Me since He's having the same problem..
Even though I want to end This Stupid One-Sided Loved,but I'm already addicted to Your Smile,Your Hair,etc.All those are My Favourite Type of Girl,I know that I only know You through Fs from My Older Brother Wenrou but..Argh,I don't know,My Hearts aches,I'm so ashamed crying like this,why..Usually whenever I looked upon Pretty Girls photos I just forget them in 1 hour,but not this one,why?WHY?Are You trying to test Me God?God only test His Creations,which is us,that the creations itself can handle,yes I could persevere..But this is..
First My Sister,then Her,why?Why am I now interested in Girls so bad?Why can't I just turn into the old Me,the old idiotic Udon who never interested in Girls,playing Online & Arcade Games all day,being crazy together with friends,why?I've sworn one day before that I ain't gonna get married,but now..W-H-Y?!I did't tell My Parents what's happening to Me since I'm not eating one full day and I was staying on bed the whole day,This is stressful..
Why can't I just forget this Girl,I mean..I don't even know Her..This silly little meet-up in Audition is making me suffer..JUST BECAUSE OF THAT INCIDENT!!!ARGH!!I HATE MYSELF!!!
Because of Her I can't have a blank mind like I've used to have..Can't focus at work,whenever I play My Favourite Game which is Maximum Tune & Initial D,I always spun out,ram the wall,My Skills and Superior Top Tier is gone..Fuck,Shit,Faggot,Bloody Damned,Gay,Bitch,etc..Stress2~
How I miss the old time in V3 when I still capable of doing this..
It's actually not a video of Mine,but the Time & Gameplay of this Guy is apparently the same with Me,I only got videos of mine in V4,this is V3,it's way harder..
(This is Me when I don't know how to TST,the Driver isn't Me,but the gameplay's like mine,bnr2 mirip cara maenya ma gw)
(This is Me when I know TST,although it's not Me,but our gameplay is quite similiar,this is what makes Me won the Genting Malaysia ID's Tournament)
This is the 2nd Champ video in Malaysia Genting ID's Tournament that I won,lucky I didn't face Him in this track,I'll definitely LOSE..
(God Play)
I wish that I could go back in time playing ID3 again...That's it for now..
PS:To those Non-ID Fellow Readers,if You think Initial D sucks,stinks,shit,etc.Try playing the shit game Yourself and see who's the shit.
