Wednesday, August 27, 2008
At last,more or less now I could think less of Adeline (Adine)...Feels good!!!^^ Thx to Audition's August Patch,it rocks!!!Don't know why the songs calms Me down...;p
Happy Birthday to You You Day..
Happy Birthday to You You Dear..
Itusumo arigatou..Daremo yorokonde..Yihuu..^^
I hope I could play Maximum Tune & Initial D as normally as before...
There's a saying "Practice makes Perfect" but nobody is Perfect,even though we're God's creations.There's also a saying "If He/She can,You also can" & "If You think You can,You can!"The 2nd Phrase is M.S Vanda's if You know,I'm sure some of You know..
After all this dedication of practice and money spent on Maximum Tune & Initial D,I can't still keep up with the Japanese,even though I've got quite a Good Rep in here,it's barely nothing in Japanese/Malaysia/Singapore,etc..I'm stressed..Am I not talented?I'm not supposed to play this game?My Audition Skills are getting lamer and shitter and rubbisher (Sengaja Grammar Mistake) by days..That game,I'm sure I'm not talented since My Fingers are way too long and big for the size of numpad,I can't keep up anymore..
Oh yeah,yesterday night I had Club Battle in Audition..It was fun!!^^ But one of My Friends,a Couple had a fight just because of over deleting Fs..-_-" It's complicated to explain here,but the main point is that..Anyway,I don't feel like talking about it..
Oh yeah,anybody have this song?
Diorama-Bidadari Kesunyian (Piano Version)
Please send Me the song,or give the link,or wateva..^^
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
First of all..Open this site and comment..^^ Don't worry,those supersotomi's victims..It's not the same with it..
Please don't click the buildings as it will fall if You click it..Be nice,hehe..^^
And I'm just so disappointed with Adine..Well,that's this Girl's name..
I'm sure none of You are dumb enough not to notice,this Girl's photo is the same as below..
Well,I'm just really really sad that,She's not like what I foresee,so it's true that You'll never ever going to have a BoyFriend/GirlFriends if You keep foreseeing an imaginary BF/GF(Sorry G singkat) It's just..It's just..Oh,I feel like crying..So EMO now..I've never had this feeling,well actually once wif Annora..But this is even worse..Oh man..I'm stressed out,feel like killing Myself..God,I understand that it's not My Time now to have a Girlfriend,I'll just have to wait until You give Me one..But,I just want to know how it feels to have Your Loved Ones..
This feeling hurts so bad,I've never been hurt this bad..I'm feeling dizzy,don't know what to do,I can't stay focus on helping My Father in Office anymore,even My Medicine,Maximum Tune & Initial D can't heal this pain,I'm frustrated..So this is how it feels,I've never know,why,why,tell Me WHY!!!
I just slept all day yesterday from 6 until 4 o'clock in the evening,I just don't want to do anything,I'm crying in the bed,all alone listening to Yui's songs,yes,I'm serious,it feels good really sometimes to let go all of Your feelings once in awhile,I'm sure non of You who read My Blog won't be interested and won't even care,since it's a personal,it's ok.Blog is meant to express personal feelings to Me..Only My Older Brother understands Me since He's having the same problem..
Even though I want to end This Stupid One-Sided Loved,but I'm already addicted to Your Smile,Your Hair,etc.All those are My Favourite Type of Girl,I know that I only know You through Fs from My Older Brother Wenrou but..Argh,I don't know,My Hearts aches,I'm so ashamed crying like this,why..Usually whenever I looked upon Pretty Girls photos I just forget them in 1 hour,but not this one,why?WHY?Are You trying to test Me God?God only test His Creations,which is us,that the creations itself can handle,yes I could persevere..But this is..
First My Sister,then Her,why?Why am I now interested in Girls so bad?Why can't I just turn into the old Me,the old idiotic Udon who never interested in Girls,playing Online & Arcade Games all day,being crazy together with friends,why?I've sworn one day before that I ain't gonna get married,but now..W-H-Y?!I did't tell My Parents what's happening to Me since I'm not eating one full day and I was staying on bed the whole day,This is stressful..
Why can't I just forget this Girl,I mean..I don't even know Her..This silly little meet-up in Audition is making me suffer..JUST BECAUSE OF THAT INCIDENT!!!ARGH!!I HATE MYSELF!!!
Because of Her I can't have a blank mind like I've used to have..Can't focus at work,whenever I play My Favourite Game which is Maximum Tune & Initial D,I always spun out,ram the wall,My Skills and Superior Top Tier is gone..Fuck,Shit,Faggot,Bloody Damned,Gay,Bitch,etc..Stress2~
How I miss the old time in V3 when I still capable of doing this..
It's actually not a video of Mine,but the Time & Gameplay of this Guy is apparently the same with Me,I only got videos of mine in V4,this is V3,it's way harder..
(This is Me when I don't know how to TST,the Driver isn't Me,but the gameplay's like mine,bnr2 mirip cara maenya ma gw)
(This is Me when I know TST,although it's not Me,but our gameplay is quite similiar,this is what makes Me won the Genting Malaysia ID's Tournament)
This is the 2nd Champ video in Malaysia Genting ID's Tournament that I won,lucky I didn't face Him in this track,I'll definitely LOSE..
(God Play)
I wish that I could go back in time playing ID3 again...That's it for now..
PS:To those Non-ID Fellow Readers,if You think Initial D sucks,stinks,shit,etc.Try playing the shit game Yourself and see who's the shit.
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Hey Guys,I need help deciding on what Car I'm gonna have later,currently there's 3..Now I'm driving a New Version of CR-V but the car itself isn't completely mine.My Dad told me that when I'm 17 and got My Driving License,He'll buy Me whatever kind of car I want to buy..Of course for some of U,You would pick Ferrari,BMW,etc..But nah,don't like them..
Actually I'm thinking of getting an AE86 just like this
But of course there'll be no more AE86 existing anymore..So maybe I should get an FD like this..
I want mine to be Black-White..Note:(All these parts from this Initial D Game is copyrighted,since they're using real-life parts,that's why it's not impossible to copy a car like in this picture)
But since RX-7 is kinda old model,there's only RX-8 now,so I'm afraid I won't get one..
So probably I'm thinking of getting S2000 AP1,like this..
Ahhh!!I'm confused..There's still one more year to decide anyway,so nvm
BTW,COULD SOMEBODY TRANSLATE ALL THIS JAPANESE?PLEASE!!!I'M SO FUCKING GAY CURIOUS!!!
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
All this time..What I've been looking for..I keep on driving,both in game and in Real-Life,what's the reason for Me too keep driving?Why didn't I get bored?I don't really like My New CR-V..Yet I'm still driving..Caught by the Police on the Highway because of TST & PC..Why?Why?
For all those money spent on Maximum Tune & Initial D..Around 200+/- jt..What I've been looking for?All I know is that I have a dream of having the World Record for Maximum Tune & Initial D,but it's just impossible,Driving Games are the worst kind of Game,I mean..It's so hard,You need to persevere in learning it..There're secret techniques,Godlike Skills,etc to perform and it's certainly the most insane game to learn than any other game..
For some of You,You might know that in here,almost all of the Arcade,I've gained fame for a good reputation in Maximum Tune & Initial D and being feared in the Top Tier..
But to know that,our level is nothing compared to the Japanese,Malaysians,Singaporeans,etc.
This is some of My Amazing Moments of Maximum Tune & Initial D
Turnamen Maximum Tune 2 Mega Mall:2nd,Prize Rp.750.000,00
Turnamen Initial D Ver.3 Malaysia:1st,Prize Rp.7.000.000,00
Turnamen Initial D Ver.4 Gajah Mada:1st,Prize Rp.1.000.000,00
Turnamen Maximum Tune 3 Pondok Indah:Klh di penyisihan..-_-"
Why?Why?What's the difference between Me and You?Why can't I keep up with U Guys?!After all this dedication..It's like we're completely on different levels..There's a saying that practice makes perfect,I can't even compete with this Japanese!!
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Sorry for the pic,it actually have no connection with tiz post,but I'll put it there anyway,makes My Blog more beautiful,LMAO!
You know..I've been wondering..Is it true that 1st born child are always spoiled,I'm guessing M.S Vanda said it..She said it long time ago,but I just thought about it now..Well come to think of it,it might be true,1st born child means it's a couple's first child,they're still new and don't know much,so they're still adapting,they tested everything on the first born,so there goes the flaw,so that they won't be making the exact same mistake on 2nd,3rd,and on and on..It's not fair isn't?Maybe those who're not the 1st born would probably disagree..
I'm so spoiled..Cos first,I'm ugly,then second,I'm short..
PS:For those who think that I'm tall U ALL SO FACKING GAY BITCH!!!ARGH!!!KESEL GW!!!No Offense though~^^
It's not like I'm proud to be this tall that I pura2 blg gw pendek buad ngejek lo orang..
It's because I didn't drink much milk when I was small,well except for ASI lah..-_-"
Even My Autiztic Brother Robin is now as tall as Me shorter by 3cm!!AND HE'S STILL FUCKING GRADE 6!!By the time He's on secondary and becoming ABG,and mature a little bit more(He's still thinking as a kid) I'm SURE HE'LL BE TALLER THAN ME & MY DAD AND I SO SO SO HATE IT!!!X(
Then after that I was born like no other Guys who're known as porn,gentleman,brave,etc..I don't know what a cocksucker,masturbate,menstruation,etc until today.Just knew it not long ago~*Sigh* Then I'm not into Girls but I'm into games more *Sigh* I don't really like hang out with Girls like any other Guys..Why am I so different?!Why is that!?Nobody like Me,nobody cares,cos I'm so ugly and I'm so weird..Is it the Curse of Initial D of being a Lonely Driver?
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Monday, August 18, 2008
Yeah,I know...You all probably know what I'm going to write...Just for You all to know,it's ok for You all to not read My Blog,cos actually I don't want any of You to,I didn't promote My Posts like Vina/Celine did.I express my EMO/True feelings on My Blog...^^ Sorry to disappoint those who really like My Blog..(Heh,kyk ada aja)
This is the Girl which catches My Heart...Seriously,I've never been interested in any Girl before,but this Girl's Smile is killing Me...I'm addicted to Her's Smile..T^T I met Her in Audition,and She asked whether I got Fs Account or not..Well duh,who doesn't have Fs account now?=.=a So I gave Her my
kevinr_ae86@hotmail.com LOL!!!XDD Probably She's now very very disappointed seeing how fucking ugly I am when My Char in Audition is so rich and handsome~LOL!!!I'm dead serious,You can check My Avatars on My Fs Profile,it's only a few of them,too lazy to upload them..;p
Just look at that Smile,Hair,Face,Body..T^T How could such beauty ever existed in Earth?!!
Well,maybe to some of You this Girl is not cute/pretty/etc..But to Me,She's everything..The first time I saw Her on Fs My Heart already beating turbo..LMAO~X) I guess I should now understands what does it mean by "Don't judge a book by it's cover" Her Avatars were DEN,there's MI-Cash but the cheap ones..So yeah..I need not to explain it anymore..;)
She's even funkier than My Sister!!@__@ Ahh,yet still Single..Why is that?!Can I be with Her?T_T It's not wrong for a boy or man to dream about anything He wants..;p Yes,it impossible,I don't know Her and all..*Sigh* I really wanted Her to be My Couple in Audition..That's just enough,the two of us won't need to be Real Couple,I'm not prepared for it yet,I'm not mature enough..I would buy every single piece of Avatar She wanted like My Last Couple Wanda..She's just around 3jt,for Her..I'd but at least 7jt!!T_T
Maybe now I'm just in Love Blind..A Boy/Man's weakness is that they turn fucking moronic idiotic fool when it comes to Love,especially 1st sight,they'd give everything the loved one whatever She wants..She got My Dream Girl Face,Hair,and I just noticed that She had those Cursed Bunny Front Teeth too just like Me~>.<"
Me,who rarely smiles,seeing Her photos don't know why I smiled all day,even when I'm lying on bed..I want to talk to Her..X( What a cute nose..
Oh well,I guess this is it for now..Sorry Boys and Lesbian Girls,My Blog is photo-copyrighted so You can't right-click and save picture them..ROFLMAO~XDD Especially U Ernes if You miraculouly open My Blog..=.="
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Based on My Cameraman Beatrice's Blog about addiction,She stated that ..
"To overcome addiction,simply replace it by another"
I've to disagree with it,cos I'm addicted to Initial D and I can't abandon it,or replace it.Here are some stupid things I've done because of Initial D.
When shopping with Mother on Supermarket,I usually plays the trolley,thinking it's a car and pretend to race and drift with the trolley,trying to get as close as I can with the wall.
I spend a lot on Initial D than the combination of Foods and Clothes.
Walking on a racing line and pretending my body as a car and oversteer it.
Spending more time on the internet on
www.idforums.netDo TST or PC on My CR-V and get caught by the police.
I don't care if I don't eat,as long as I can play Initial D.
Spent a day on arcade,and went home at night realizing I haven't eaten yet.
Watch PRO's Initial D Time Attack Video and compare it with mine every night.
Repeat Start My CR-V to sound like in ID4 Cabinet when inserting coins.
I'm more concerned about My Initial D License than My BII & BCA Debit Card.
I lost/didn't bring My Wallet,the first thing came to mind was My ID Card.
Most of My Free Time is spent on ID4.
I'm willing to lie and make excuses just to play ID4.
I've all collections related to ID.
I've seen Akina on Japan.
Eat Akagi Ramen.
Initial D/GirlFriend?Initial D lah~ROFLMAO~ ;D Well if the Girl is as hot as My Sista I don't mind leh..
When I'm broke,I gambled with My Friends on Initial D who are as good as Me,I won a Battle You give me 25k...
In class,sometimes My hands got itchy and I start imagining of holding an imaginary steering wheel and gear of Initial D.
I sweat like a flood,yet I'm still playing.
Stands watching PROs playing for hours and My feet don't hurt..
I think this is even worse than smoking,I mean more addicting..
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It's been a long time since I met My Old Friends again,one of them managed to contact me somehow on MSN,and we chatted for awhile,His name's Russandhy,He told Me to hook up again on Pluit Junction to watch Asterix together along with My other Old Friends,so yeah,I accept it.
My Old Friends are Locals and they're so perverted minded and lowly guys...It's not like I'm arrogant because I'm rich or something,I'm not...I'm talking about how they interact with Girls...But it's fun anyway.K the point is we went home at midnight around 2's,then Irfan one of My Friend gave me a DVD to watch,it's the "Night Shift Nurses" Just for You to know,actually it's already really obvious from the title that this is some kinda perverted DVD,but it's still Anime,not the real deal.I told them that I refused to watch that kind of thing,even if it's an anime,but they insisted Me to watch it,they says it's not hardcore porn...-.-" Damn U Guys,Me and U are different lah~
And as expected it's porn...-_-" It's true that it's not hardcore but it makes Me sick,but at the same time,looking at the Anime,I suddenly out of the blue thought of this.
I'm lucky to be born as a boy,if I was born as a Girl...All these things came to My Mind.
No Initial D,if I was raped I'd be killed,have to suffer when having sexual intercourse (I don't like it anyway,it's no fun),might be dead when having a child,GangBang rape when having period,urgh..That video makes me almost vomit,and I just immediately threw it outside of the house,but watching that is a one-time life experience,and I'm glad I'm a boy.
Dude,My curiousity watching this sucks man!!!Never watch porn,it's no good,it makes My head dizzy and feel like vomitting..Well that's Me..BTW,if any of U want to watch one,I'll give the DVD to U,especially Ernes,U want 1?
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
http://www.sotosupermi.co.nrOpen this site...^^
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Friday, August 8, 2008
How does it feel to be unique?!Do You like it?Because personally,I don't like being unique...Now I'm blogging this because I'm a little bit emo of what's been happening,I've been thinking a lot...
Why is it so hard to find PRO MT & ID Players like Me on Online Games?!People who are playing Online Games will never play Arcade Game,well usually...So does people who play Arcade Game.But not Me,why almost all Online Gamers are so low-income?!Jeez,and they're lintah darat,penipu,licik,dll. I can't even find a nice Girl in Audition to be My Couple for a person to talk to...Almost all Girls generalize Boys as crocodile as in Big Layers of Fat Angelina says...Jeez,I just want to play together,chat together...We don't need to meet up or anything...
Actually I have many friends who are playing both Online & Arcade Games...It's My Team -Shin..But not they all consistantly play Arcade Games...Especially MT.
OH GOD...Is there any Girl out there who play MT & ID & Audition at the same time like Me?!
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Thursday, August 7, 2008
I'M CURRENTLY MAKING THIS POST BECAUSE I'M SO MAD RIGHT NOW...DUE TO THE HEAVY LAG OF THE INTERNET AND HOW GAY AN ONLINE GAME COULD BE...IT'S NOT THAT I HAVE A LAME INTERNET CONNECTION OR SOMETHING,EVERYBODY'S LAG NOW,HAHA..IT'S INDONESIA,WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?!FUCKING STUPID COUNTRY...
YOU KNOW WHAT,POOR PEOPLE PLAY ONLINE GAMES WHILE RICH PEOPLE PLAY ARCADE GAMES WHICH REQUIRE MORE SKILLS AND MONEY...I'M SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW..HOW FUCK ONLINE GAMES COULD BE..I'VE PLAYED ONLINE GAMES AND MOST OF THE PEOPLE PLAYING ARE THE SAME,THEY HACKS TO GET WHAT THEY WANT WITHOUT SACRIFICING MONEY AND EVERYTHING,THEY STEAL,CHEAT,TRICK,ETC.I'VE BEEN PLAYING ALL KINDS OF ONLINE GAMES AND I KNEW IT SINCE I OBSERVED MANY PEOPLE.
IN RO I'VE SPENT ABOUT 5 MILLIONS OF PLAYING,SEAL ONLINE 5 MILLION AND OTHER ONLINE GAMES,I HATE OTHERS WHO ACT THAT THEY DIDN'T HAVE MONEY,ETC.HOW POOR YOU CAN BE???YOU CAN'T AFFORD THIS CHEAP ONLINE GAMES HOW WOULD YOU EVER PLAY AN ARCADE GAME???
I'M MAKING THIS POST BECAUSE I'M SO FRUSTRATED OF AUDITION(THIS IS THE ONLY GAME I'M PLAYING AT NOW)
AND I ALSO HATE THOSE GUYS WHO THINK THEY'RE THE GREAT ONE,THE BEST OF RPG GAME,OH MAN,PLEASE..IT'S ONLY SOME CLICKING..JESUS CHRIST..IF YOU WANT TO BE KNOWN AS THE BEST PLAY MAXIMUM TUNE OR INITIAL D YOU FUCKING MORON BLODDY DAMNED IDIOT..TRY TO STRIVE TO BE NO 1 IN THE WORLD!!!
IN AUDITION I'VE SEEN A LOT OF PEOPLE WITH NO AVATAR AT ALL,THEY CAN'T EVEN AFFORD MI-CASH...THERE ARE SOME BUT NOT MANY..FUCK SO GAY..WHAT REALLY ANNOYS ME IS THAT MY FRIENDS WERE USING ME ALL ALONG,THEY'VE WISHED SOME AVATARS AND I GRANTED THEM,I BOUGHT THEM AVATAR THEY WANTED,AND WHEN MY CHARACTER WAS BANNED THEY DELETED ME FROM FL LIKE I WAS NOTHING,AND INSTEAD THEY SAY "WAH,ATM GW ILANG NIH" I KNOW YOU'RE JUST KIDDING BUT REMEMBERING THAT NOW MAKES ME REALLY MAD!!!
AND THE FUCKING GAY ASSHOLE THING IS HOW EASY THE GAME COULD BE AND THEY'RE STILL SOME MORON WHO CAN'T EVEN PLAY..IF YOU CAN'T PLAY THIS SILLY LITTLE GIRLY GAME,HOW DA HELL WOULD YOU PLAY MAXIMUM TUNE & INITIAL D???YOU CAN'T EVEN AFFORD MI-CASH TO BUY AVATAR..
AND WHAT'S FUCKING IS THAT IN ONLINE GAMES,YOU'VE SPENT A LOT OF MONEY AND THE GM OR WATEVA FUCK IT CALLED CAN JUST EASILY BAN YOU,CHANGE THE RULES,ETC.ARCADE IS WAY BETTER THAN ONLINE GAMES.
THERE'S ONE PERSON WHO HAVE BEEN PLAYING FOR ONE YEAR WITH ME PLAYING FOR JUST ONE WEEK,I CAN JUST BEAT HER EASILY..DAMN,HOW LAME!!!
AND THEN SOME PRO OF THIS SHIT GAME SAID TO ME THAT I WAS NOTHING...ALL THIS TIME I'VE BEEN HANDICAPPED FOR PLAYING YOU KNOW,GW DAH SABAR DARI KAPAN2 LAGNYA BUKAN MAEN.
DID YOU KNOW THAT IN AUDITION WHEN YOU PRESSED SPACE FOR A MOVE YOU'LL BE STOPPED FOR AWHILE WITH A DELAY?WELL,FOR ME I'M NOT.IMMEDIATELY AFTER I PRESSED SPACE,ANOTHER BAR OUT OF THE BLUE CAME OUT AND I HAVE TO SUCCESFULLY HIT IT TO CONTINUE THE GAMEPLAY,IF NOT IT'S CONSIDERED MISS,AND IT GOES ON LIKE THAT TILL I GET ONE.THE FUCKING THING IS THAT,EVEN IF I GET THAT BAR,NO POINTS IS RECORDED,SO WTF.
AND MY KEYBOARD WAS SO DAMN BITCH GAY SMALL PENIS THAT CAN'T MATCH UP MY REFLEX AND LONGNESS OF MY FINGERS...NOT ONLY THAT WHEN LAG,SOMETIMES I GOT DOUBLE FM AT ONCE,OR STUCK AT LV6 STILL WHEN OTHERS AT LEVEL 9,OR STOPPED IN FREESTYLE AND SUDDENLY MAKE ME MISS,OR REPEAT THE FREESTYLE.
SO YOU THERE DAMN PRO WHO THINK YOU'RE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PROOOOO I DON'T THINK YOU CAN WIN ME IF WE'RE ON THE SAME CONDITION..YOU CAN'T EVEN GIVE ME A HANDICAP OF 200K POINT STARTER..FUR GW AJA MUNGKIN BS KLH LO,KL NGADU MT MA ID MAH GW FUR LO BRP KILO JG GW MENANG TODDDDDDD
TRUS PAS GW LAGI PAKE CHAR KECIL,YANG CHAR2 LEVEL GEDE PADA KABUR LIAD GW GA MAW BANTU BP KIRA GW BEBAN KALI YE..TRUS PAS GW BKN ROOM BP NOVICE2 GEMBEL2 SAMPAH2 KONTOL2 PADA MASUK SEMUA,MAWNA MENANG DOANK GA MAW USAHA,DAH BSNYA BLI AVATAR DEN,PERGI MATI AJA LAH LO.DAH LV TINGGI DANCE MASTER MAEN KYK EEQ BANTU BP TOLOLNYA BUKAN MAEN,SAMPAH,GMNA MAEN ID MA MT???LO MAW JADI APA MEMEK??
GW TAU LO PADA GA KUAT BUAD MAEN GAME ARCADE APALAGI ID MA MT YG BUTUH KESABARAN BNR2 BUAD NGUASAIN..KLH BNTR AJA DAH GA MAW BERUSAHA,GA MAW HABISIN DUID,SAMPAH MISKIN LO
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